book review : the fault in our stars


Sorry for telling that this post should be written before , I’m writing it now cuz i didn’t write a blog since 24 June

OMG , it’s a long time  I don’t feel like writing this but an echo inside telling me come on write something hahah 😀


by the way I watched the film and read the book but actually I liked the book more than the film I feel it touched me deeper

the story is sad and romantic , the cancer played the actions in it , there is some hope between words i think .

the people who may think they would die just by having cancer , maybe they are wrong  shouldn’t think like that because if they live with hope and like anyone else in the world may they recover of cancer and if they think they would die just by cancer may they really die not by cancer maybe by their thoughts in it

( that makes me remember a person in reality was having a cancer but he was thinking positively and he have a hope of recovering ,then he really fought cancer and recovered , that THERE IS A LIFE IN HOPE and  now he wanna change the name from cancer patients to cancer fighters )

Bake to novel….

for me the saddest part of the story are

when hazel got so sick and couldn’t breath so her parents took her to the hospital

I thought before i read the rest she may die >>but she got better after that

and when Augustus waters died  , I didn’t expect he may die but he is  and that’s was really sad

so the funny part of the story is when Issac throws the eggs with Augustus on Monica’s car

and I wished she was opening the door not her mom just to get an egg on her face hahahah lol 😀

the character I don’t like is Peter Van Houten I think he is drunk enough and mad really makes me feel anger

overall the story is good and well written I give it 3 and half stars of 5 🙂

The fault in our stars


Hello every one  🙂

Goodmorning or goodevening wherever you are in the world

I would like to share my reading  book,  as u see in the pic i’m reading the fault in our stars, i’m at the beginning  an i feel it good,  actually  before i buy this book i read many reviews about it the book touched  the most and makes some cry,  as well as it’s  high rated and recommended in goodreads ,  really that makes me wonder! It must be a super book !  It may makes me cry as others  i will put Kleenex beside me lol: D.  Hmm I   haven’t  cry  when I read sad books,  yes I  feel sad and depressed but no tears  lol,  (I  cry when i watch sad films  )  . i really  was  very curious and exciting i just want to know the story. so I bought  The book it’s now between my hands 😀 i feel happy to have it..  i’m at 22 page till now it’s  good: )

I will share my feelings when i finish it; )

So if you read it you can tell ur feeling in comments: )

Cup of coffee


cup of coffee is not just a drink with sugar 
or with any nice flavor 
it can be a story of love , it can be a memories book 
cup of coffee sometimes turns to words 
tells the forgotten moments
sometimes turns to  bitter drink
 tells each sad events 
cup of coffee can be the happiness of special day , 
it also can be the comfort of hard pain
cup of coffee differ from city to other from country to other
 from person to other from event to other from day to other 
cup of coffee can be your best friend from the first drop to the end 
it can be the best time you don’t forget 

2013 goals



 🙂 hello everybody have nice day , I think many of you achieve some of  goals in 2013 congrats for you all

Want to share what I achieved too and what I faced by the way I will be little talkative in this post I would share my moments

First let me show you my goals in 2013 which I wrote it in the versatile blogger award !!

 1-read 50 books or more

2- design at least 30 unique and nice  patterns of jewelry

3- I have wrote a story so I wanna publish it online

4-improve my level in English and français

5-mange my time well

6-I would learn photography

7- save a part of my money to buying new laptop

let’s started 😀 😀



For the first goal  achieved J actually it was nice journey to a wide world of  different cultures ,Let me say that at first time I feel reading by the way in the past wasn’t  read much I was just read what I want also if my mood allow hahah and if I found the book hard to me quit reading ,, but now whether my mood is good or bad I read when I feel happy find it enjoying when I’m sad it makes me feel better . I regret don’t reading well before but I understand this statement ” read what you like then you will read everything ”  yes that’s true now I can read everything  even if was boring by the way I have read that ” there is no boring book” hmm I don’t agree with it totally ,but I can say “you will find good thing always even if  was boring book ” I touched that myself through reading some boring book , at least I found some good sentences . I can’t describe the benefits I  got , really I got a lot also I found great topics to discuss  with my family and times I tell them the stories I read really nice thing .reading is a big sea you will find lots of precious stuff if you get  deeply , hmm for me I was swimming on the surface but now I tried to dive deeply 🙂



For the 2 goal I didn’t achieve it exactly I designed 21 patterns hmm also not all of them I like it 😀  anyway I  tried but what I feel sad for is that I feel I didn’t  go many steps , could you imagine I just design jewelries without making one real I have about 100 designs , the good thing I do is I contacted with a jewelry designer and shown her some of mine she gave me her opinion  said it’s nice but you need some basics in drawing  , I’m ready to take any courses but in my area no courses no colleges for this major ..Hmm really makes me disappointment , I thought to make my designs myself  but I discovered it need lot of money if I used gold or other gems ,must be a company or so , overall I hope to find good luck in this business

For the 3 goal , not achieved the problem I faced in editing my story ..but I found a website and soon I will contact them to edit it for me 🙂


this was french breakfast 😉 the book for learning french called ( learn french in just 15 minutes a day with 2 CDs ) it’s nice and help

For the 4 goal , so so hahaha it was not determined well I must determine the level I want to reach it should be  measurable , anyway I test my English level the result was good not expected lol specially I was not good in grammar that was my problem , still for me just one level to be advanced . I tried to read English book do you know what happen ….I put dictionary besides me lol and felt sad first lot of vocabulary I don’t know it , I think it doesn’t matter I add it as new vocabulary to my English

French I didn’t make a test for French cuz I think I will get no result 😀 😀 for one reason I don’t reached at least the elementary level , I have no teacher I just learn from different sources , I blame myself I must be obliged by what I determined , you know the mood right?? so it beats me here , time it said lets have fun and times said there is lot of time , that what happened but it doesn’t mean i didn’t take any lessons I took some lessons but I still in beginner level I know some words too , let me write some words here 😉


                                                                                                                 j’aime la francais

je m’appelle mariam

ma préférée couleur :

bleu, blanche, marron

j’aime la cafe au lait de matin

ma  préférée sport

la notation 🙂

for the 5 goal  I made a table  to but I failed , the  Episodic events was The problem which I think I take the table  more seriously  that should do everything in its time , what I learnt is that the thing don’t do it today for any reason do it tomorrow  ,I guess  the last month I succeed in control my time not completely but I do many good things

for the 6 goal .learning photography was the most interesting thing this year I loved it. The camera is the third eye for photographers , by camera you freeze the moment Picture closely ,picture flying things, photography allow you to meet new beautiful things always!!  times I faced funny events by holding the camera day I was on the beach at night and I was taking pictures by flash a boy came and said : hey you pictured  the women!! I just close my camera .  But I wasn’t put the camera toward them I don’t know some people afraid of  camera holder they afraid to picture them , anyway I don’t picture people if I don’t take their permission .. and I want to give my thank to some blogs here I learn from you a lot thank you 🙂 here are some pictures

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7- not achieved called me wasted girl I save some money but I used it for another thing so now I can ask my dad for help lol 😀

Another work I have learnt this year is decoupage by this work you can turn the things that worth nothing to something beautiful for decoration

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That’s what was in 2013 and I think I achieved 50% of the goals hmm not very happy with the result anyway  will celebrate my achievements 😀  I will do my effort in 2014 ………..hope you didn’t feel boring 😀

today my friend made a blog happy she joined me , she is new here hope you visit her blog 🙂 asouna

Malcolm X


This book is an autobiography about Malcolm X the struggler man in America for black people rights
First of all I would say that it’s an amazing and well written bio I felt and live it I didn’t believe I finished it ,Because it’s one of the books when finish it you want to read more !
The book talks about Malcolm x’s life and his struggles since he was child till he became struggler man
His life is a series of changes , began of street life and end such a most effective person in America , he changed his vision to himself and respect himself as human being that made him in an important position
I will summarize his bio shortly
His dad killed by white people as said because of his thoughts , his mother suffered a lot in a way to raise her 8 children she find difficult insure eating for them and she get supplies from charity , with the time she faced difficulties and start talk to herself , they thought she got crazy and took her to the Mental health facility, divided the children to working in the houses
He spent his youth as street life working many things , he worked as shoeblack and waiter in the rail also worked in the illegal business like selling drugs and theft ect ( as I think he was clever to create some tricks to disguise police) but finally he fell in the hand of police when he was going to take precious watch from Jewish watch repairer which was stolen . the poice capture him because he was holding a shooter
At prison he got to know someone called Elijah Mohammed by messages via his brother and Elijah explain to him about Islam then he started reading books and register in discussion and lessons, he learnt how to talk to the audience from prison ( actually I liked the way he discuss with educated people that shows his wise. He said one day a person call him and asked , what is the university you are graduated from?? He said the university of books !!
(the books was as savior which picked him from ignorance to makes of him great person has his own philosophy)
When he got out of prison was defend for the black people rights and call for separation from white people he was talking by the name of Elijah Mohammed for 12 years he was hating white people and calling them (white devil ) *he said one day after finishing of his lecture a white girl followed him to the place he was sitting and said what white people can do ?? he said nothing !! then she left with cry , he felt regret when he knew the truth of that later * Elijah Mohammed Betrayed him and shut up him of talking to the media for 90 days through this time Malcolm traveled to Mecca and to the east countries he saw how white people and Muslims deal with him , consider him like one of brothers not like black man as American was do , he met many of countries leaders , he also discovered that what Elijah Mohammed was telling him about Islam was not right, and he knew the right Islam in Mecca, when he went to pilgrimage in macca he saw different people from all over the world with different colors , culture and shapes they are all in one place no one call for Racist all are the same and he thought the problem not in white people but in the evil things that some white people do , so when he back to USA he changed his attitude of white people saying that there are many good white people think like human not Racially and he call black people to wake up of sleeping ,to improve their self ,to changed their vision about them self and call white people to say to their community Renounce racism, he Lectured at universities, at public places in many cities also in Africa and do what he was able to change the people , he exposure to danger and know his enemies around and won’t let him live for long and some threatened to kill him , he was being killed at one of his lecture by shooting ( actually I felt sorry of that but may god reward him the paradise for what he was fighting for )
I write here shortly but the details explain everything and I want say something if you want to read this book don’t take it racially,it’s for white and black Also Don’t treat people depending on their colors, shapes or culture we are different to know each other to exchange thoughts as said “don’t judge the book by its cover”
You better look to morals first , their attitude then you can judge them


I would put here some of Malcolm x saying :
* in all our needs the proper value and respect for time determines success or failure

*we cannot thinking of being acceptable to others until we have first proven acceptable to ourselves

* To me, the thing that is worse than death is betrayal. You see, I could conceive death, but I could not conceive betrayal.”

* So early in my life, I had learned that if you want something, you had better make some noise.

* “It”s good to keep wide-open ears and listen to what everybody else has to say, but when you come to make a decision, you have to weigh all of what you”ve heard on its own, and place it where it belongs, and come to a decision for yourself; you”ll never regret it. But if you form the habit of taking what someone else says about a thing without checking it out for yourself, you”ll find that other people will have you hating your friends and loving your enemies.”

* “Children have a lesson adults should learn, to not be ashamed of failing, but to get up and try again. Most of us adults are so afraid, so cautious, so ‘safe,’ and therefore so shrinking and rigid and afraid that it is why so many humans fail. Most middle-aged adults have resigned themselves to failure.”

* I have often reflected upon the new vistas that reading has opened to me. I knew right there in prison that reading had changed forever the course of my life. As I see it today, the ability to read awoke inside me some long dormant craving to be mentally alive.”

* “I am a Muslim, because it’s a religion that teaches you an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. It teaches you to respect everybody, and treat everybody right. But it also teaches you if someone steps on your toe, chop off their foot. And I carry my religious axe with me all the time.”

From this biography I write some points I should take into account
1-don’t be racial about people wheather was their religions , colors, shapes differ of mine and accept them as I accept any brother or sister , it’s better to learn the good things about their culture and let them know mine as well
2-don’t give anyone more than he / she deserves because being cheated of them is not an easy thing if I love them more and people aren’t infallible of mistakes
3- to improve myself as I can don’t waste my time in something makes me down
4- open my eyes on the truth always and say the truth whatever was even if no one believe because will come the day to shine the truth , also don’t walk with the most when they are wrong it’s a shame
5-don’t tell everything not sure of , searching and reading is the best way to get the answer
6- live for an aim and fight to get it



get service


many times we misunderstand others or fight them for the thing they say or do but actually there is a reason behind every behavior , you don’t know what others troubles
so” don’t judge a book by it’s cover” , ignoring and forgiveness is the best in this case , they may back and apologize for the things they do


between an old books !!




What a mess ???!!
Well, all these mess of papers written from 3 and some from 6 years
I found it between an old books in a bag , actually, I laughed on my writing and my thoughts 😀
Because in these papers something represent me now and some are crazy , I don’t know what the relation between pen, papers and me , everywhere at home I write on a paper anything come to mind or maybe a procedure for making something then let it , of course  my mom doesn’t like the mess I made ( she is right 😉 ) , she gonna hits me one day lool, anyway, she keep it save ( my big appreciation to my mom ). these papers contain an ideas , my message to life , a report actually it was a homework when I was at school , a design just a sketch , alot of things I wonder why not thrown in the rubbish , but I guess great things doesn’t find it way to the rubbish …..hahaha 

.many ideas gathered from books or the network I see it good 

so to be more arrangement put it here

 I have organized all of this in a notebook to write everything interest me


 this is the begining of the notebook , you see I’m crazy about designing 😀 hmm( will tell you later why)

the last pic on the right a list of my dreams

I have read in a books if you write down your dreams and focus on it , it come true ..
I agree with it, thoughts leaves the papers and come true ( try why not!!)  ,


devices is makes it easier as well

😀 😀

the versatile blogger award


I have nominated for the versatile blogger award by prinze charming  it is so kind of you and thanks so much

I’m grateful indeed 🙂

Versatile Blogger Award Rules 

1. Display the Award Certificate on your website

2. Announce your win with a post and link to whoever presented your award

3. Present 15 awards to deserving bloggers

4. Drop them a comment to tip them off after you’ve linked them in the post

5. Post 7 interesting things about yourself

well , 7 things about me I would to  tell you about my plan for the 2013 😀 it’s better to put my goals  on the eye

and focus to get it  ,I will work hard to achieve it

1-read 50 books or more

2- design at least 30 unique and nice  patterns of jewelry

3- I have wrote a story so I wanna publish it online

4-imrove my level in english and français

5-mange my time well

6-I would learn photography

7- save a part of my money to buying new laptop 😉

my nomination

all the best for all 🙂

Continue reading



     exams is Knocking
should I be ready and welcoming
serious without playing
away of TV and electronic devices
may I stay all the day and night
drinking coffee to keep open mind
between lines, should open my eyes wide
on the important things make underline
at the end of subject summarize and outline
but this will take all my time
so I can’t log in online
I guess it’s a little headache , I hope it easily passing
for a while i will hide , hoe you great time



collagekk2have great days ..cheers 😀

wonderful team member readership award

I’m so pleased ,I have been nominated for the wonderful team member readership award  by dear Doc.Amany I’m appreciate indeed . thanks so much ,

1. The Nominee of the Wonderful Team member Readership Award shall display the logo on his/her post/page and/or sidebar.

2. Over a period of 7 days (1 week), the Nominee shall nominate a number of readers that he or she appreciates – this can be done at any rate during the week. It can be all on one day or a few on one day and a few on another day, as most convenient to the Nominee.

3. The Nominee shall name his or her Wonderful Team Member Readership Award nominees on a post or on posts during the 7 day (1 week) period.

 the questions: 

1) Why do you blog

exchange thoughts , ideas ,and cultures. and get different opinion ,  as i was bad at writing and dont like writing at school

or read what i wrote 😀 i want now to improve myself , many writers inspires me and makes me try to write why not!! i have  fun

2) If you were trapped on a desert island, what book, DVD, food, cartoon character, and childhood game would you bring?

book: the holy Quran and any interesting book , food:  chocolate and salad , cartoon character : Anne of Green Gables

childhood game : bicycle

3) Share a funny joke or one-liner.

I’m not good at telling a joke hmm but read this

teacher : how can we get some clean water??

student : bring the water from the river and wash it lool 😀

 4) What is your favourite thing about your self?

can adapt with the changes

5) What one word best describes you?


6) If you could have a lifetime supply of any candy/candy bar, what would it be?


7) What fictional character do you relate to most?


8) If you were to write the story of your life, what would you call it?

hmmm don’t know..i will tell if I’m gonna to write it 😀

who I nominate

tahani shihab




and life smile