Goodmorning or goodevening wherever you are in the world
I would like to share my reading book, as u see in the pic i’m reading the fault in our stars, i’m at the beginning an i feel it good, actually before i buy this book i read many reviews about it the book touched the most and makes some cry, as well as it’s high rated and recommended in goodreads , really that makes me wonder! It must be a super book ! It may makes me cry as others i will put Kleenex beside me lol: D. Hmm I haven’t cry when I read sad books, yes I feel sad and depressed but no tears lol, (I cry when i watch sad films ) . i really was very curious and exciting i just want to know the story. so I bought The book it’s now between my hands 😀 i feel happy to have it.. i’m at 22 page till now it’s good: )
I will share my feelings when i finish it; )
So if you read it you can tell ur feeling in comments: )
It would be a personal post so i will write what i feel now really!!
what happened ?? I really asked my self what happened to me I feel I lost my spirit and feeling down 😦 I lost my enthusiasm for the things that interests me for everything I just don’t care about anything ! oh my god I didn’t feel like that before !! I graduated 6 months ago and the the first 3 months i felt freedom and happy I just have fun , but this 2 months I don’t feel well 😦 I’m really depressed I missed studying , yes I have full free time and can do what I want but feel boring , I see my sisters go to school at morning , I wake up early stay alone I don’t go on my goals don’t know why this feeling chases me although I determine my goals before and decided to make a schedule to manage my time well but I couldn’t control it . as I know myself I’m positive girl and always thinking positively but now I could say that it’s one of my negative feeling ( I haven’t any explanation about that !! maybe due to I live away of my relatives also I don’t contact with my friends I don’t go out a lot I lost them ;( ………….I’m really confused !!
I like drawing , learn languages many things I planning to do but now I feel I don’t want to do any thing of this I don’t log in to social websites , can’t write I lost my weight too imagine …you know what I do?? I just thinking , thinking in what ?? in how I can back my spirit my enthusiasm , you may think I’m not normal at all but that what happened ..
hmmm ..actually being Unemployment is not good at all or let me say being without doing anything not good anyway , I don’t know what will happen at the coming days whether got a job or complete my studying .but i’m not afraid of future because it’s in the control of Allah ( god) or of being unemployed , because I will work in anything i will create my own business I hope I could
now I don’t sit empty I just sit with my friend ( book)…I will try to pick up myself and go ahead , I will try to be positive 🙂
hmm I said what in my heart so never-mind if you don’t find any benefit of my writing anyway
Today’s technology has a great part of our life or I can say of daily life specially Smartphones
We even couldn’t imagine living without devices and internet , it just like we get in race to have a new mobile or tablet of the same year before all !! people do this to show others not because they need it , there is no matter if the old device was in good quality. I don’t deny the great benefits of technology and how it simplifies our life , but some people don’t use it in useful way ( devices addicts ) I think they are just like slaves for their phones in everywhere they carrying it and discuss only in what happening in social sites they are not ready to discuss away of their mobiles , thoughts or anything else .Who don’t have Smartphone now like poor , sitting alone and have no one to discuss with, I don’t say all people like this but even if they are discuss they don’t have much to say , and feel boring with gathering of people so they involve into their phones , not only adults but also children ,actually I see phones doesn’t fit them totally , all the day looking in the screen without giving any attention for their skills, hobbies and other activities which increases laziness comparing with their ages which is considered the youth and movement age
you may don’t know by addiction on technology perhaps you forget yourself , family , and your goals in life !!
If you have asked someone how long you can stay away of your phone ?? I expect the answer is, not so long or I can’t at all ( it’s like little baby) , don’t shocked because some take their phones to the bathroom as I heard !! OMG , they must be crazy or something !
I remember when the internet had cut for 2 weeks because of problem in connection I guess I was addicted on it hahaha so I felt depressed and nervous because I didn’t use alternative thing like reading, drawing or doing sport etc , if that so we wouldn’t feel boring, but didn’t realize that , now I got rid of it hmm not totally 🙂 but can stay away of my devices but not so long such 2 weeks lol 😀
I think it’s better not carrying devices through vacation or relaxation time will brings more headache instead of inner peace( just a personal thought ) and every one as what see . Must be balance between using technology and avoiding it , we control it not it control us
and every thing has its time 😀