can love be eaten !!

do you think love can be eaten??

Hmm Yes  I  think that !  if something made by love spirit
such what ??????

such as apple pie made by love shape 🙂

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>> oh my god it’s looks so yummy 😀
I baked this lovely pie today for my family  and how pretty it was
this was a moment to share the love with my family , sure they gathered to eat from it and like how it looks too 🙂

sometime each one are busy by work or study so that we don’t sit together without doing something , this way make us share the moment of eating love sweet , I like that

actually I couldn’t wait to eat from it when I was taking pictures haha 😀 because I was hungry

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I believe that love not only can be said love can be made 

made to eat too 😀 😀

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book review : the fault in our stars

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Sorry for telling that this post should be written before , I’m writing it now cuz i didn’t write a blog since 24 June

OMG , it’s a long time  I don’t feel like writing this but an echo inside telling me come on write something hahah 😀

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by the way I watched the film and read the book but actually I liked the book more than the film I feel it touched me deeper

the story is sad and romantic , the cancer played the actions in it , there is some hope between words i think .

the people who may think they would die just by having cancer , maybe they are wrong  shouldn’t think like that because if they live with hope and like anyone else in the world may they recover of cancer and if they think they would die just by cancer may they really die not by cancer maybe by their thoughts in it

( that makes me remember a person in reality was having a cancer but he was thinking positively and he have a hope of recovering ,then he really fought cancer and recovered , that THERE IS A LIFE IN HOPE and  now he wanna change the name from cancer patients to cancer fighters )

Bake to novel….

for me the saddest part of the story are

when hazel got so sick and couldn’t breath so her parents took her to the hospital

I thought before i read the rest she may die >>but she got better after that

and when Augustus waters died  , I didn’t expect he may die but he is  and that’s was really sad

so the funny part of the story is when Issac throws the eggs with Augustus on Monica’s car

and I wished she was opening the door not her mom just to get an egg on her face hahahah lol 😀

the character I don’t like is Peter Van Houten I think he is drunk enough and mad really makes me feel anger

overall the story is good and well written I give it 3 and half stars of 5 🙂

2013 goals

 

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 🙂 hello everybody have nice day , I think many of you achieve some of  goals in 2013 congrats for you all

Want to share what I achieved too and what I faced by the way I will be little talkative in this post I would share my moments

First let me show you my goals in 2013 which I wrote it in the versatile blogger award !!

 1-read 50 books or more

2- design at least 30 unique and nice  patterns of jewelry

3- I have wrote a story so I wanna publish it online

4-improve my level in English and français

5-mange my time well

6-I would learn photography

7- save a part of my money to buying new laptop

let’s started 😀 😀

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For the first goal  achieved J actually it was nice journey to a wide world of  different cultures ,Let me say that at first time I feel reading by the way in the past wasn’t  read much I was just read what I want also if my mood allow hahah and if I found the book hard to me quit reading ,, but now whether my mood is good or bad I read when I feel happy find it enjoying when I’m sad it makes me feel better . I regret don’t reading well before but I understand this statement ” read what you like then you will read everything ”  yes that’s true now I can read everything  even if was boring by the way I have read that ” there is no boring book” hmm I don’t agree with it totally ,but I can say “you will find good thing always even if  was boring book ” I touched that myself through reading some boring book , at least I found some good sentences . I can’t describe the benefits I  got , really I got a lot also I found great topics to discuss  with my family and times I tell them the stories I read really nice thing .reading is a big sea you will find lots of precious stuff if you get  deeply , hmm for me I was swimming on the surface but now I tried to dive deeply 🙂

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For the 2 goal I didn’t achieve it exactly I designed 21 patterns hmm also not all of them I like it 😀  anyway I  tried but what I feel sad for is that I feel I didn’t  go many steps , could you imagine I just design jewelries without making one real I have about 100 designs , the good thing I do is I contacted with a jewelry designer and shown her some of mine she gave me her opinion  said it’s nice but you need some basics in drawing  , I’m ready to take any courses but in my area no courses no colleges for this major ..Hmm really makes me disappointment , I thought to make my designs myself  but I discovered it need lot of money if I used gold or other gems ,must be a company or so , overall I hope to find good luck in this business

For the 3 goal , not achieved the problem I faced in editing my story ..but I found a website and soon I will contact them to edit it for me 🙂

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this was french breakfast 😉 the book for learning french called ( learn french in just 15 minutes a day with 2 CDs ) it’s nice and help

For the 4 goal , so so hahaha it was not determined well I must determine the level I want to reach it should be  measurable , anyway I test my English level the result was good not expected lol specially I was not good in grammar that was my problem , still for me just one level to be advanced . I tried to read English book do you know what happen ….I put dictionary besides me lol and felt sad first lot of vocabulary I don’t know it , I think it doesn’t matter I add it as new vocabulary to my English

French I didn’t make a test for French cuz I think I will get no result 😀 😀 for one reason I don’t reached at least the elementary level , I have no teacher I just learn from different sources , I blame myself I must be obliged by what I determined , you know the mood right?? so it beats me here , time it said lets have fun and times said there is lot of time , that what happened but it doesn’t mean i didn’t take any lessons I took some lessons but I still in beginner level I know some words too , let me write some words here 😉

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                                                                                                                 j’aime la francais

je m’appelle mariam

ma préférée couleur :

bleu, blanche, marron

j’aime la cafe au lait de matin

ma  préférée sport

la notation 🙂

for the 5 goal  I made a table  to but I failed , the  Episodic events was The problem which I think I take the table  more seriously  that should do everything in its time , what I learnt is that the thing don’t do it today for any reason do it tomorrow  ,I guess  the last month I succeed in control my time not completely but I do many good things

for the 6 goal .learning photography was the most interesting thing this year I loved it. The camera is the third eye for photographers , by camera you freeze the moment Picture closely ,picture flying things, photography allow you to meet new beautiful things always!!  times I faced funny events by holding the camera ..one day I was on the beach at night and I was taking pictures by flash a boy came and said : hey you pictured  the women!! I just close my camera .  But I wasn’t put the camera toward them I don’t know some people afraid of  camera holder they afraid to picture them , anyway I don’t picture people if I don’t take their permission .. and I want to give my thank to some blogs here I learn from you a lot thank you 🙂 here are some pictures

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7- not achieved called me wasted girl I save some money but I used it for another thing so now I can ask my dad for help lol 😀

Another work I have learnt this year is decoupage by this work you can turn the things that worth nothing to something beautiful for decoration

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That’s what was in 2013 and I think I achieved 50% of the goals hmm not very happy with the result anyway  will celebrate my achievements 😀  I will do my effort in 2014 ………..hope you didn’t feel boring 😀

today my friend made a blog happy she joined me , she is new here hope you visit her blog 🙂 asouna

2013 in review

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plant your own garden …….

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don’t wait for someone to bring you flowers , plant your own 

garden and decorate your own soul !!

feeling up

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hello every body hope your day going well as mine 😉

I want to share you the feeling of today , I’m feeling great ,great

and I think the negative cloud that was in my head for a period of time has gone and I start to see the rainbow hahaah ( just kidding) 😀

anyway I feel happy for several reasons

first

capture-20131221-184920exciting right! 😉  it’s one of 2013 goals ,will finish the two books as soon as possible..

the last week I have read inspirational book  that made me thinking  how i can use my day well

will tell you I decided to do sport at morning ( for honest it’s the first time I do sport at morning !! yes i go for walk

sometimes but morning sport I want to tell it’s the best :D, and eating healthy food specially the breakfast also i found

nice way to evaluate my activities it’s making a table and at the end of the day  put a mark on the things that I do

  hope to continue  🙂

another thing i done and it was nice

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I made motivational card ……….

I read for a lot of authors who said “write your dreams where you can see it everywhere “

well I thought in making a card where I can take it everywhere , I used an old bank card

and put the picture I want on it then write  my name and my dreams , it looks real 😀 I love it

easily put in in my wallet

cheers 😀

how’s the weather

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I took this pic before two days where the weather was just amazing till now 

I think most of countries in winter season and each one ask who know them in other country or city how’s your weather ??

well, want to tell you the weather here beside me 😀 , it’s neither hot nor cold  we don’t feel coldness at all 

it’s nice . just a blowing winds some times cloudy , actually love cold want to try it again 

it’s  exciting thing when you remove your summer clothes and put winter clothes and sitting beside heater

truly I lived this feeling when i was child and I remember we were eating   CASTANEA  🙂 I adore it

we were putting it over the heater then eat it  😉

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as well as drinking orchid with nuts 😉 it’s makes the body warm  

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the only bad thing that I was feeling ill and suffer of cough , but thanks god I’m well now..this is from the past memories  

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now I enjoy the weather here , it’s suitable for going to a picnic 😀 

dance moment with hope

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come on hope let’s dance , let’s be partner and good friend
let’s dance over broken bridges , let’s dance on the sad music
to show that we can do it , we can win whatever was the difficulties

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let’s break the routine , fly to our dreams
let’s scream loudly , wake up positive feelings
to learn the world how light shine within
how we hold on and get strength

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let’s write our story in the dark , open each close lock
use our abilities on our light thoughts
we born to be something , we live to share happiness
let’s be free cross mind limits
let’s convert imagination into reality
let’s turn negativity into positivity

come on hope let’s do it

To the desperate soul

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to the soul which feels depressed
to the self that feels stress
to the thoughts that seems negative
wake up! and go ahead
wake up! and keep challenging
walk where hope guides
walk where faith lights
walk where you believes
Allah (god) is always besides
keep on going
don’t be nothing
life is fighting
so , don’t lose the challenge

Emptiness

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The place she sits

The cup she drinks

The pen she writes with

The inbox messages

She feels the inner self

…………..ARE EMPTY

Her words meaningless

Surrounds her coldness

Her spirit hopeless

Lives the loneliness

Her feelings dryness

Her life tasteless

……………Because in her life no one fills

so she live the EMPTINESS