some of pain

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when you came to life , you came with some pain
although of that , your mom smile

when you began to walk , you fell many times and get some pain
although of that , you tried again and again

when you grew up and become in the life game
you know well the source of pain

times because of
dear friend ,
persons,
illness ,
or failure dreams

although of that , you live your life as anyone else

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If you don’t know pain , you will never find your way to smiling

f you don’t know pain , you will never know the grace of happiness

pain is a part of life , doesn’t mean the end of happiness
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2013 goals

 

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 🙂 hello everybody have nice day , I think many of you achieve some of  goals in 2013 congrats for you all

Want to share what I achieved too and what I faced by the way I will be little talkative in this post I would share my moments

First let me show you my goals in 2013 which I wrote it in the versatile blogger award !!

 1-read 50 books or more

2- design at least 30 unique and nice  patterns of jewelry

3- I have wrote a story so I wanna publish it online

4-improve my level in English and français

5-mange my time well

6-I would learn photography

7- save a part of my money to buying new laptop

let’s started 😀 😀

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For the first goal  achieved J actually it was nice journey to a wide world of  different cultures ,Let me say that at first time I feel reading by the way in the past wasn’t  read much I was just read what I want also if my mood allow hahah and if I found the book hard to me quit reading ,, but now whether my mood is good or bad I read when I feel happy find it enjoying when I’m sad it makes me feel better . I regret don’t reading well before but I understand this statement ” read what you like then you will read everything ”  yes that’s true now I can read everything  even if was boring by the way I have read that ” there is no boring book” hmm I don’t agree with it totally ,but I can say “you will find good thing always even if  was boring book ” I touched that myself through reading some boring book , at least I found some good sentences . I can’t describe the benefits I  got , really I got a lot also I found great topics to discuss  with my family and times I tell them the stories I read really nice thing .reading is a big sea you will find lots of precious stuff if you get  deeply , hmm for me I was swimming on the surface but now I tried to dive deeply 🙂

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For the 2 goal I didn’t achieve it exactly I designed 21 patterns hmm also not all of them I like it 😀  anyway I  tried but what I feel sad for is that I feel I didn’t  go many steps , could you imagine I just design jewelries without making one real I have about 100 designs , the good thing I do is I contacted with a jewelry designer and shown her some of mine she gave me her opinion  said it’s nice but you need some basics in drawing  , I’m ready to take any courses but in my area no courses no colleges for this major ..Hmm really makes me disappointment , I thought to make my designs myself  but I discovered it need lot of money if I used gold or other gems ,must be a company or so , overall I hope to find good luck in this business

For the 3 goal , not achieved the problem I faced in editing my story ..but I found a website and soon I will contact them to edit it for me 🙂

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this was french breakfast 😉 the book for learning french called ( learn french in just 15 minutes a day with 2 CDs ) it’s nice and help

For the 4 goal , so so hahaha it was not determined well I must determine the level I want to reach it should be  measurable , anyway I test my English level the result was good not expected lol specially I was not good in grammar that was my problem , still for me just one level to be advanced . I tried to read English book do you know what happen ….I put dictionary besides me lol and felt sad first lot of vocabulary I don’t know it , I think it doesn’t matter I add it as new vocabulary to my English

French I didn’t make a test for French cuz I think I will get no result 😀 😀 for one reason I don’t reached at least the elementary level , I have no teacher I just learn from different sources , I blame myself I must be obliged by what I determined , you know the mood right?? so it beats me here , time it said lets have fun and times said there is lot of time , that what happened but it doesn’t mean i didn’t take any lessons I took some lessons but I still in beginner level I know some words too , let me write some words here 😉

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                                                                                                                 j’aime la francais

je m’appelle mariam

ma préférée couleur :

bleu, blanche, marron

j’aime la cafe au lait de matin

ma  préférée sport

la notation 🙂

for the 5 goal  I made a table  to but I failed , the  Episodic events was The problem which I think I take the table  more seriously  that should do everything in its time , what I learnt is that the thing don’t do it today for any reason do it tomorrow  ,I guess  the last month I succeed in control my time not completely but I do many good things

for the 6 goal .learning photography was the most interesting thing this year I loved it. The camera is the third eye for photographers , by camera you freeze the moment Picture closely ,picture flying things, photography allow you to meet new beautiful things always!!  times I faced funny events by holding the camera ..one day I was on the beach at night and I was taking pictures by flash a boy came and said : hey you pictured  the women!! I just close my camera .  But I wasn’t put the camera toward them I don’t know some people afraid of  camera holder they afraid to picture them , anyway I don’t picture people if I don’t take their permission .. and I want to give my thank to some blogs here I learn from you a lot thank you 🙂 here are some pictures

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7- not achieved called me wasted girl I save some money but I used it for another thing so now I can ask my dad for help lol 😀

Another work I have learnt this year is decoupage by this work you can turn the things that worth nothing to something beautiful for decoration

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That’s what was in 2013 and I think I achieved 50% of the goals hmm not very happy with the result anyway  will celebrate my achievements 😀  I will do my effort in 2014 ………..hope you didn’t feel boring 😀

today my friend made a blog happy she joined me , she is new here hope you visit her blog 🙂 asouna

Rose of 10:30 am

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the last day at that place , was sunny day bodes well , with unbelievable events
life is always full of surprising stuff . gives the gifts at right moment ! times arranges unexpected meeting with people you don’t know much about them , it’s enough to met them once then life can plays with the times so may they back with great things or leave to their way

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while i was wandering on that place to farewell everything , met by chance that friend
which I got to know her on the stairs one day and had normal conversation !

she asked

it’s your last day here right?
– yes
so are you going now ?
-no i have something to do it then go
ok , May I have your number phone please?
-yes for sure
thanks !!
-you’re welcome

everyone gone on way

the early hours of morning passed as usual but with different taste I know I won’t be again at that place it’s the last day !!

at 10:00 Am finished my work

10:15 went to the coffee shop ordered my favorite drink ,
10:20 talked with some of friends and said good bye to them
10:30 on the door about to leave , suddenly the same friend back from flowers shop

do you want leave ?
-yes I think
just a moment i have something to you ?
– ???
here you are , this rose for you and I wish you good luck
– 😮 not believe !! thank you so much for that I’m really appreciated that’s kind of you
so for now good bye
-good bye

the rose of 10:30 am was unique rose not for shape or smell but for the feeling at that attitude
wasn’t know much about that friend and I think she is very lovely
I kept that rose saved although it leaves dried but when I see it I feel it alive

always remember

Always remember to forget
The things that made you sad
But never forget to remember
The things that made you glad.

Always remember to forget
The friends that proved untrue.
But don’t forget to remember
Those that have stuck by you.

Always remember to forget
The troubles that have passed away.
But never forget to remember
The blessings that come each day.

 

@ unknown author

Happy Eid ( fest)

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HAPPY EID FOR ALL OF YOU 🙂 

hello everybody

wish you happy  fest and enjoyable one 😀 , it’s the 4 day now in this fest I can’t describe the happiness we got at Eid ( fest)

It’s gorgeous , these days full of blessing and  beautiful moments , where most of families gather with each other ,with relatives

and friends it’s the best days of keeping touch with people and friends and it’s day of getting gifts , even poor people

where no place for sadness , all are smiling specially children which made the Eid more Awesome including the fire works , parks money and sweets I love these days much 😉

I have spent the 3 days in such a special one ,  I gathered with my mom’s family and host a party where I used each moments 😀

 ,visited my relatives , and went to a  wonderful restaurant with my cousin

the only time I get comfort is my sleep I’m gonna to have fun with the rest of days lool 😀

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an old friends

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one of the best gifts in life is true friends who never forget you
Nowadays they are one in a million
I have visited an old friend with my family , who I lived with them my childhood  when i were 6 years old , we were live in the same building , then we moved to another one and their too , but we still contacting with each other …then we moved to another city so we lost their phone number , and for years we don’t know about them .
(by the way every year I visit my birthplace in vacation , so we meet with many friends knew them)…….. by chance my dad met their father and they invited us to home . I was very happy meeting them again , they got young and so we 😛
for hours we stayed together remember the past as well as the songs we were sing and everything
I’m grateful for this relationship and hope stay forever
happy because the life gather us again and they never forget us , we are friends for about 15 years 🙂

My birthplace

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One place my soul miss ,and still belong to
There I lived my first childhood
For years I moved but it’s pulses with my heart
The place that I never ever forget
Whatever I lived in this wide world
Will be so excited to visit  my birthplace
Between my friends and relatives . 🙂

beautiful blogger award

I have been nominated for the beautiful blog er award from and life smile , really made me happy and smile thanks so much  I’m so grateful 

here is the link http://andlifesmile.wordpress.com/ it’s a beautiful blog 😉

the roles 

1. Copy the Beautiful Blogger Award logo and place it in your post.
2. Thank the person who nominated you and link back to their blog.
3. Tell 7 things about yourself.
4. Nominate 7 other bloggers for their own Beautiful Blogger Award, and comment on their blogs to let them know.

7- things about me

1- I love gardens and flowers , being in nature place makes me feel relaxing

2-I’m about graduation , so I looking for the future from wide hope window 😀

3-recently i started reading books I wish to read more , I think I’m so lazy ( may i don’t have time because of studying =)

4-I enjoy sitting with my brothers and sisters

5-I like french culture and I already began learn french

6-I wish to travel around the world and picture my journey

7- I miss my old friends

my nomination

1-Dr.elamany at

http://elamany.wordpress.com/

2-meholysmile

http://journeythroughlifeblogdotcom.wordpress.com/

3- j matthew waters

http://jdubqca.com/

4-soumyav

http://soumyav.wordpress.com/

5-sethsnap

http://sethsnap.com/

6-once4always

http://once4always.wordpress.com/

7-tahani shihab

http://tahanishihab.com/

Always ask god for forgiveness

Nowadays became lie between friends
Truth is rare , hardly accept
Gossiping in each conversation
And other topics are not interesting
Only looking for others mistakes
Laughing on their style
When someone gives an advice
They answer
We have a fun , let us enjoy
What the shame! For something wrong makes them happy
I really regret hear that of friend
So , I keept silent they asked why ?
Sorry, this is not my moral and I won’t be with
No more sins, it’s enough mine
I pray for god to be honest
And not fall in such a bad habits
Of course I’m human being full of mistakes
But I dont make others my fun
And always ask god for forgiveness