some of pain

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when you came to life , you came with some pain
although of that , your mom smile

when you began to walk , you fell many times and get some pain
although of that , you tried again and again

when you grew up and become in the life game
you know well the source of pain

times because of
dear friend ,
persons,
illness ,
or failure dreams

although of that , you live your life as anyone else

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If you don’t know pain , you will never find your way to smiling

f you don’t know pain , you will never know the grace of happiness

pain is a part of life , doesn’t mean the end of happiness
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thoughts for sell

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I have read a bit about some countries who exports thoughts !! what ?? that made me wonder ?? even thoughts can be export

hmm yeah I think it’s , it’s exist

but while I was reading in another book the author said ” sell your thoughts we are always selling ” here I stopped and think ! what he means ?? he write short paragraph about this without details ..

let me show you my imagination 😀 about this idea
how can I sell my thoughts ?? and for who ??!
just imagine and let’s us imagine together !!
what if there was a shop for selling thoughts to business men , women
government and for anyone who wanna buy  thoughts !!
of course they must buy it by money !! how amazing
well if that happened you might don’t find  poor people they just think and bring ideas to sell it
may the whole people become inventors by working their brains ,and trying to bring unique ideas
on the other side they will be lazy waiting for money
anyway it’s just an imagination and call it mind Scribbles 😀

what I really think of is that
you don’t need to sell your thoughts to anyone just do it to yourself
thoughts bought by caring , don’t belittle any idea you believe in
buy your thoughts why not !! care by what you think of
work to make it real and let it shine to this world
and be sure if you are thinking you won’t be poor because you will find a way to
be rich and you are rich by what you have within ( brain)

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what is kaizen??

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if you have read this word and don’t know what does it mean or it’s the first time you see it !! whatever

I want to share with you little about this word and what does it mean !!

Kaizen   was created in Japan following World War II. The word Kaizen means “continuous improvement“. It comes from the Japanese words 

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Kaizen is a system that involves every employee – from upper management to the cleaning crew. Everyone is encouraged to come up with small improvement suggestions on a regular basis. This is not a once a month or once a year activity. It is continuous.

Kaizen is based on making little changes on a regular basis: always improving productivity, safety and effectiveness while reducing waste. Kaizen is based on making changes anywhere that improvements can be made. Western philosophy may be summarized as, “if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.” The Kaizen philosophy is to “do it better, make it better, improve it even if it isn’t broken, because if we don’t, we can’t compete with those who do.”

Kaizen in Japan is a system of improvement that includes both home and business life. Kaizen even includes social activities. It is a concept that is applied in every aspect of a person’s life.

the beautiful thing in this system is how much you make change everyday even if was little things

I think this system represent success … success not getting  through a day or  month , it must be on steps

and  standards ..so what you do everyday will gather to form the dream you want to reach

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for the 2014 goals I have made a dress like a card 😀 and I’m gonna to use this system kaizen not for my goals only but in my life I hope I did!!

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here  shown how I will write my goals inside and will put it beside my bed to see it every day ….

hmm sorry for the picture quality 😀

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2013 goals

 

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 🙂 hello everybody have nice day , I think many of you achieve some of  goals in 2013 congrats for you all

Want to share what I achieved too and what I faced by the way I will be little talkative in this post I would share my moments

First let me show you my goals in 2013 which I wrote it in the versatile blogger award !!

 1-read 50 books or more

2- design at least 30 unique and nice  patterns of jewelry

3- I have wrote a story so I wanna publish it online

4-improve my level in English and français

5-mange my time well

6-I would learn photography

7- save a part of my money to buying new laptop

let’s started 😀 😀

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For the first goal  achieved J actually it was nice journey to a wide world of  different cultures ,Let me say that at first time I feel reading by the way in the past wasn’t  read much I was just read what I want also if my mood allow hahah and if I found the book hard to me quit reading ,, but now whether my mood is good or bad I read when I feel happy find it enjoying when I’m sad it makes me feel better . I regret don’t reading well before but I understand this statement ” read what you like then you will read everything ”  yes that’s true now I can read everything  even if was boring by the way I have read that ” there is no boring book” hmm I don’t agree with it totally ,but I can say “you will find good thing always even if  was boring book ” I touched that myself through reading some boring book , at least I found some good sentences . I can’t describe the benefits I  got , really I got a lot also I found great topics to discuss  with my family and times I tell them the stories I read really nice thing .reading is a big sea you will find lots of precious stuff if you get  deeply , hmm for me I was swimming on the surface but now I tried to dive deeply 🙂

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For the 2 goal I didn’t achieve it exactly I designed 21 patterns hmm also not all of them I like it 😀  anyway I  tried but what I feel sad for is that I feel I didn’t  go many steps , could you imagine I just design jewelries without making one real I have about 100 designs , the good thing I do is I contacted with a jewelry designer and shown her some of mine she gave me her opinion  said it’s nice but you need some basics in drawing  , I’m ready to take any courses but in my area no courses no colleges for this major ..Hmm really makes me disappointment , I thought to make my designs myself  but I discovered it need lot of money if I used gold or other gems ,must be a company or so , overall I hope to find good luck in this business

For the 3 goal , not achieved the problem I faced in editing my story ..but I found a website and soon I will contact them to edit it for me 🙂

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this was french breakfast 😉 the book for learning french called ( learn french in just 15 minutes a day with 2 CDs ) it’s nice and help

For the 4 goal , so so hahaha it was not determined well I must determine the level I want to reach it should be  measurable , anyway I test my English level the result was good not expected lol specially I was not good in grammar that was my problem , still for me just one level to be advanced . I tried to read English book do you know what happen ….I put dictionary besides me lol and felt sad first lot of vocabulary I don’t know it , I think it doesn’t matter I add it as new vocabulary to my English

French I didn’t make a test for French cuz I think I will get no result 😀 😀 for one reason I don’t reached at least the elementary level , I have no teacher I just learn from different sources , I blame myself I must be obliged by what I determined , you know the mood right?? so it beats me here , time it said lets have fun and times said there is lot of time , that what happened but it doesn’t mean i didn’t take any lessons I took some lessons but I still in beginner level I know some words too , let me write some words here 😉

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                                                                                                                 j’aime la francais

je m’appelle mariam

ma préférée couleur :

bleu, blanche, marron

j’aime la cafe au lait de matin

ma  préférée sport

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for the 5 goal  I made a table  to but I failed , the  Episodic events was The problem which I think I take the table  more seriously  that should do everything in its time , what I learnt is that the thing don’t do it today for any reason do it tomorrow  ,I guess  the last month I succeed in control my time not completely but I do many good things

for the 6 goal .learning photography was the most interesting thing this year I loved it. The camera is the third eye for photographers , by camera you freeze the moment Picture closely ,picture flying things, photography allow you to meet new beautiful things always!!  times I faced funny events by holding the camera ..one day I was on the beach at night and I was taking pictures by flash a boy came and said : hey you pictured  the women!! I just close my camera .  But I wasn’t put the camera toward them I don’t know some people afraid of  camera holder they afraid to picture them , anyway I don’t picture people if I don’t take their permission .. and I want to give my thank to some blogs here I learn from you a lot thank you 🙂 here are some pictures

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7- not achieved called me wasted girl I save some money but I used it for another thing so now I can ask my dad for help lol 😀

Another work I have learnt this year is decoupage by this work you can turn the things that worth nothing to something beautiful for decoration

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That’s what was in 2013 and I think I achieved 50% of the goals hmm not very happy with the result anyway  will celebrate my achievements 😀  I will do my effort in 2014 ………..hope you didn’t feel boring 😀

today my friend made a blog happy she joined me , she is new here hope you visit her blog 🙂 asouna

orphan

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how would be that love ? when be shared
how would be that kiss, hugs and sleep
warm,peace,and safe!!
what if I born another one else
what if I have great love surrounds
what if I have parents, brothers and sisters
to just feel the real feelings
to just live the delight of moments
but
don’t feel it because it’s in my dreams
would like to touch it but it makes me cry
I wonder why??
I suffer , hide pains
live with unknown friends
no one hear my screams
because of what? because I’m one of orphans

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orphans don’t need us to look them Compassion look for their situation , because they don’t need it anyway , they need only caring that shows their importance in the community . god knows their situation so he make them strong enough . the pity look of some people to them make them angry or hate to see the people because of that you should treat them like any person also it’s better to consolidate them with the public and make them show their effectiveness to feel them they are not alone!! I went with my mom just to see them but the supervisor said they don’t like the people to feel pity for them that’s hurt them more !! yeah that’s right

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when I was watching anne shirley cartoon I cried when she was do( I didn’t let my sis see my tears)  😀 because she is an orphan and she thought she has ugly face with red hair and she suffered when her dad and mom died but I liked the hopeful spirit in her she forced people around to respect her although she was do crazy ideas and funny in the same time I just love it ..she live her life happily like if her parents was alive , actually I decided to help orphans because they really deserve caring !!
yeah it’s just a cartoon but really touched me and it’s the cartoon that I don’t feel I’m old to watch it 🙂

 

Malcolm X

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This book is an autobiography about Malcolm X the struggler man in America for black people rights
First of all I would say that it’s an amazing and well written bio I felt and live it I didn’t believe I finished it ,Because it’s one of the books when finish it you want to read more !
The book talks about Malcolm x’s life and his struggles since he was child till he became struggler man
His life is a series of changes , began of street life and end such a most effective person in America , he changed his vision to himself and respect himself as human being that made him in an important position
I will summarize his bio shortly
His dad killed by white people as said because of his thoughts , his mother suffered a lot in a way to raise her 8 children she find difficult insure eating for them and she get supplies from charity , with the time she faced difficulties and start talk to herself , they thought she got crazy and took her to the Mental health facility, divided the children to working in the houses
He spent his youth as street life working many things , he worked as shoeblack and waiter in the rail also worked in the illegal business like selling drugs and theft ect ( as I think he was clever to create some tricks to disguise police) but finally he fell in the hand of police when he was going to take precious watch from Jewish watch repairer which was stolen . the poice capture him because he was holding a shooter
At prison he got to know someone called Elijah Mohammed by messages via his brother and Elijah explain to him about Islam then he started reading books and register in discussion and lessons, he learnt how to talk to the audience from prison ( actually I liked the way he discuss with educated people that shows his wise. He said one day a person call him and asked , what is the university you are graduated from?? He said the university of books !!
(the books was as savior which picked him from ignorance to makes of him great person has his own philosophy)
When he got out of prison was defend for the black people rights and call for separation from white people he was talking by the name of Elijah Mohammed for 12 years he was hating white people and calling them (white devil ) *he said one day after finishing of his lecture a white girl followed him to the place he was sitting and said what white people can do ?? he said nothing !! then she left with cry , he felt regret when he knew the truth of that later * Elijah Mohammed Betrayed him and shut up him of talking to the media for 90 days through this time Malcolm traveled to Mecca and to the east countries he saw how white people and Muslims deal with him , consider him like one of brothers not like black man as American was do , he met many of countries leaders , he also discovered that what Elijah Mohammed was telling him about Islam was not right, and he knew the right Islam in Mecca, when he went to pilgrimage in macca he saw different people from all over the world with different colors , culture and shapes they are all in one place no one call for Racist all are the same and he thought the problem not in white people but in the evil things that some white people do , so when he back to USA he changed his attitude of white people saying that there are many good white people think like human not Racially and he call black people to wake up of sleeping ,to improve their self ,to changed their vision about them self and call white people to say to their community Renounce racism, he Lectured at universities, at public places in many cities also in Africa and do what he was able to change the people , he exposure to danger and know his enemies around and won’t let him live for long and some threatened to kill him , he was being killed at one of his lecture by shooting ( actually I felt sorry of that but may god reward him the paradise for what he was fighting for )
I write here shortly but the details explain everything and I want say something if you want to read this book don’t take it racially,it’s for white and black Also Don’t treat people depending on their colors, shapes or culture we are different to know each other to exchange thoughts as said “don’t judge the book by its cover”
You better look to morals first , their attitude then you can judge them

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I would put here some of Malcolm x saying :
* in all our needs the proper value and respect for time determines success or failure

*we cannot thinking of being acceptable to others until we have first proven acceptable to ourselves

* To me, the thing that is worse than death is betrayal. You see, I could conceive death, but I could not conceive betrayal.”

* So early in my life, I had learned that if you want something, you had better make some noise.

* “It”s good to keep wide-open ears and listen to what everybody else has to say, but when you come to make a decision, you have to weigh all of what you”ve heard on its own, and place it where it belongs, and come to a decision for yourself; you”ll never regret it. But if you form the habit of taking what someone else says about a thing without checking it out for yourself, you”ll find that other people will have you hating your friends and loving your enemies.”

* “Children have a lesson adults should learn, to not be ashamed of failing, but to get up and try again. Most of us adults are so afraid, so cautious, so ‘safe,’ and therefore so shrinking and rigid and afraid that it is why so many humans fail. Most middle-aged adults have resigned themselves to failure.”

* I have often reflected upon the new vistas that reading has opened to me. I knew right there in prison that reading had changed forever the course of my life. As I see it today, the ability to read awoke inside me some long dormant craving to be mentally alive.”

* “I am a Muslim, because it’s a religion that teaches you an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. It teaches you to respect everybody, and treat everybody right. But it also teaches you if someone steps on your toe, chop off their foot. And I carry my religious axe with me all the time.”

From this biography I write some points I should take into account
1-don’t be racial about people wheather was their religions , colors, shapes differ of mine and accept them as I accept any brother or sister , it’s better to learn the good things about their culture and let them know mine as well
2-don’t give anyone more than he / she deserves because being cheated of them is not an easy thing if I love them more and people aren’t infallible of mistakes
3- to improve myself as I can don’t waste my time in something makes me down
4- open my eyes on the truth always and say the truth whatever was even if no one believe because will come the day to shine the truth , also don’t walk with the most when they are wrong it’s a shame
5-don’t tell everything not sure of , searching and reading is the best way to get the answer
6- live for an aim and fight to get it

 

 

Dream

I know of word can takes you up
makes you go ahead
no matter how many times you fail
how difficult challenges you faced on your trail
no matter what people say about your dreams

you know!! hope will takes you there

if you want achieve it and take your own path
if you believe it and see it with your eyes
if you have a time, ability and chances
why not!! start from now
where
dreams comes when you start run
and hope that’s makes you go on

UP ( to the sound of love)

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when the chance takes a role in life, plays with the events which not expected                           

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gathered us with the right people ,

   who draw with us our dreams 

 

 

 

   

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fill the time with joyful , laugh and pretty things

 

 

 

 

 

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    care by what we care 

     

   

 

                                   

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   make us see the beauty everywhere  

 

 

 

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when they leave, 

we think we lost everything 

 

 

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but

life never stop when someone die

never change by someone cry 

so why the sorrow !! it’s the reality we can’t deny 

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 the adventures we live , the moments we spent

 will turns all to a memories

 

 

 

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the soul we lost probably be the sunshine of our smile
taking us up flying with different colors of moments
combine feelings together wheather sad or pleasent
the sound of love is grater than the sadness
the people who left us , stayed their souls
lives in our hearts, grows inside through the years
share with us our dreams
whatever the life divide us of each other, will gather us in the grave
everything has a price , and the price of love is to live in happiness

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the pictures are from the UP movie 😉

quotes by mahatma Gandhi

Mahatma Gandi  was the preeminent leader of Indian nationalism it’s an inspirational person

I liked his quotes ,and I read a little about him, I think I will read more cuz he is unique person

he made a change in his world and call us to do too , also   I was impressed with his treatment with

people and other religions which reflects the respect for other ……….

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pizza faces

while I was preparing for the breakfast I thought to add something special , how funny I made it 😛

I decided to make pizza faces , it’s looks funny but of course delicious because I made it sure of myself  lool 😀

I think we shouldn’t share our feelings online only describe it by communication  faces  😀 🙂 :0 😉 😦 😛 :S :$   ( lots of people nowadays do ) , we must share with surrounding  the delight and our feelings too,  why not !! it’s contacting without devices

be sure your choice the smiling face first  😀

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all faces in one plate 

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don’t forget t smile 🙂 😉 cheers 

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